And in there I realized,
after I cried him off my heart,
I couldn’t love him anymore.
I couldn’t just keep ripping my heart off,
so he’d be full.
I had to stop loving him that much.
Was it my karma?
Was it the price I was paying
for every wrong I ever did in life?
How much wrong did I do
to deserve such suffering?
What did I mess with?
How mad are heavens upon me
to deceive me in such an inhuman way?
Would you please just kill me?
Would you please forgive me a
nd just give me what I truly deserve?
Without going back.